you've got a friend in me...

Mood: in repair

I just went to see Toy Story 3 with my mom and let me tell you: the best movie I've seen in years.  Not even exaggerating.  It was so clever and funny and sweet (hm, sounds like the description of the perfect man! j/k... kind of...).  I was trying really hard to avoid any spoilers, and I am so glad that I managed to do so!  I was really nervous yesterday when my cousins were coming over because I thought they might spill the beans on the ending; but my aunt was good about reminding them not to ruin it for me and my mom (since we were seeing it the next day).  I won't say much more about it, but I am really pleased with how it ended.

No matter what "You've Got a Friend in Me" will always make me tear up.

I won't keep talking about Toy Story because I really don't want to ruin it for anyone who might be reading this and wants to see it.

This past month has been truly difficult emotionally.  I'm really trying to get my head and heart back together.  My friends and family have been helping me in this process.  It's difficult going from one extreme to the complete opposite.  Having a strong support system has been extremely beneficial.  Being back at camp and having the show has been good because it keeps my mind busy.  When I don't have something keeping my mind active, my thoughts slip back into the dark and I physically feel ill and emotionally full of anguish.  I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone.  Some people have told me that "just moving on" and "getting over it" will make me feel better and show that I am strong.  But this isn't a competition and nobody is going to win or lose.  This is all about being selfish.  It's about being selfish on both sides.  I'm trying to focus on myself and grow from this.  I won't comment on the other side of this whole thing.  Just know that I am going to be a better person.  I've done what I needed to do.  I'm going to back away and cover my tracks.  But I will be a better person.

It's going to take a while before I'm whole again; but with the love and support of my family and friends, I'll make it through. 

Alright enough with the emotional stuff!  On to something lighter... well, sort of...

 So there's this new show on ABC Family called "Huge".  I'm pretty sure it's about a fat camp.  I just saw an ad for it and it seems like it could be interesting.  Nikki Blonsky from Hairspray is in it, and I really thought she made a good Tracy.  It'll just be interesting to see what happens with the show.  I'm hoping it will send positive messages.  But with a title like "huge" and a nation full of cruel teenagers, who knows what'll happen.

Oh well, we all know the best depiction of fat camp will forever be Heavyweights.  Here's a compilation of quotes from this hilarious film:


BUDDY!!

~~Much love